I'll tell the war that is going on inside of me because I'm about to explode. Okay, so I trusted a person (not a boy, only my best friend) I always wanted a best friend when it happened and I was very happy but she has several other friends and I have hardly anyone else and we are moving away and I confess even against every fiber of my body, I'm afraid to lose this friendship that means so much to me. I want to say that to her or do something but I do not want to seem weak. I'm very confused.